Friday, July 30, 2010

MESSED UP SLEEP CYCLE

My sleep cycle is so messed up right now, no thanks to staying awake watching the last season of desperate housewives and the last season finale of grey's anatomy, for 3 days non-stop. Yeah I know lame. They were so interesting that I just had to watch every episode and hardly slept. Now I'm a vegetable. A mess. Its been more than a week and my sleep cycle has not returned back to normal. I stay awake through out the night, sleep around 8 or 9am and wake up between 1 to 4pm everyday. And worse, my eyes are affected. Due to spending all that time on my computer watching desperate housewive, my bad eyesight got worse. I'm short sighted. I have my specs(recomm.) but its somewhere underneath my bag. I haven't worn it in ages. And its for a silly reason, it formed dark marks under my eyes, and it gave me a nerdy look. I know silly reasons. I tried contacts but they're not for me. I have really sensitive eyes. I'll have to go back to wearing glasses again if I don't want to go blind in some years time. O well, how shitty can life get. Before I went on the desperate housewives binge, I had bouts of insomnia which fuelled the binge.

LIFE IS SUCH A BORE

Yes, life is such a bore, or rather my life is such a bore. Nothing new or exciting going on. Same ol' life. I'm waiting on something thats taken more than 4 years now, hopefully in a few months it will finally come through. Can somebody shout a loud Amen. lol. For real though, its taking ages. Just feel like I'm in a limbo phase, just don't care much any more about life. I guess its what happens when you over worry yourself, and get impatient and frustrated. God's got it all in control.